That's the title of the best song of Heterogenic Thought Fiction.
It's odd how a song made by a band which is not famous (they're friends from Valencia) is able to get so deep inside your soul, your mind and , well , yur senses. If my dreoams take shape, they'd have that name " Watcher in the Sky"
I've been listening to it for days, and I never get tired.... it's like magic. When I listen to that song everything disappears and suddenly I'm drifting in the sky, looking up the stars and feeling empty, feeling hollow... it's kinda freaky but it feels nice, warm. I'm waiting for something but I still don't know what it is.
Love? Maybe, but well, I don't care about it right now, I've been through many problems because of it. Yes, I'd like to feel it again, to sense that warmth within you but right now I'm not able to understand the whole thing, so let's keep way from it ! (Furthermore, that's one of the reasons why I'm here)
My life's been always linked to words like dreamer, ephemeral, sky, stars all that stuff. I know, you can call me whatever you want, but when I think of those words it's like the whole world turned around. I think I have some kind of relationship (call it love, call it friendship or connection) with them.
But coming back to the watcher in the sky, every time I think about it I feel lonely; yes , I can evade from the world listening to it, but loneliness frightens me more than this shameless world of us. I suppose you've already felt this way, and I'm sure you agree that it's not nice.
When the world ends, I'd like to remain here, in order to behold how things go on, with that only purpose. I'm not talking about being alive, just be conscious of the millions of things that happen all around us, on "our" galaxy, on the universe... It would be fantastic, yeah.
Well, I think it's enough for today, I cannot even look at the screen. It'll be better for me to go to rest a little. And as always take care of yourselves little shameless hypocrites ;D
P.S. By the way, u'll have to excuse me for the last post... I couldn't even think clearly. Guess I'd have to put order to my thoughts before writing them down here. And one more thing, my mood is very changeable, u'll see from now on.
4 comments:
Your posts are delirant, so I can't figure out what to comment abaut. Does a song relly make you feel this all? I supose you should be grateful for this bless.
This Valencian band how they sond like? Do they sing english lyrics? Are dthey famouse? I supose not, but you make'em sound great! you should be rewarded.
Now you are in my RSS reader, so be careful what you say.
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Vaya, nunca pensé que alguien podria describirlo así. Sin embargo, dejando de lado todo el tema de la canción, te noto como en esos momentos confusos que no sabes muy bien que necesitas pero tienes ganas de cambiar o de simplemente encontrar algo en tu vida que te de como.. emoción.
Es bonito lo que escribes, pero suena triste.
you're rigth hust. i think that you are looking for a kind of person that you'll like to be, looking for you, and that's good :)
and the song.... are the group that you linked me?
see you tomorrow or tonight, who knows?
Yap, the song is from the band i linked u..by the way, Hust is member of them :D
Thank you for your comments, really.
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